With no Words
Some hit it harder than others. Some always pay the highest price. Without guilt. Without meaning. One wonders often. WHY? The answer will never show. Also I do not. But one thing is now clear to me: Without you I would never have done it all. You were there when it was otherwise no more. You never asked, but I was taken and accepted as I am.
as simple as sun and moon. So carefree and nice as a first, new spring day. So pure, mild and warm that my walls not ever had a chance to stand up. From the very first moment, it was sealed even before I was even clear. My place is by your side. Your kindness, your understanding, your love .. never before have I felt that in a man Sun How could I not want you close to the heart? As a friend? As a companion?
You are the one who shows me that the world and the life in it still makes sense. That there are things for which it pays to get up, struggling to breathe.
It does not matter how lost I also felt the same as I ever far away ... a look was in your eyes, a moment of your smile and all was washed away and forgotten. In your presence I feel, why I live, so I will not give up everything. I never wanted, never planned, but it is now Sun
I know I'll never be more than your friend, but I can not deny my love for you longer. It would be a lie that I do not want to live. With this awareness, this inner confession I am free and happier than ever before. Since immemorial long time I have not experienced anymore. You have the spell, the curse still broken .. and for that alone I am forever in your debt!
What should I now stop to? As for me its knees, or frightened?
As long as I can stand by your side?
Thanks for letting me find you. Thank you exist!
J.
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